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刚才看到一个同学的博客,只是换个校区而已,就伤感的不得了,好象要见不着了似的,突然好有感触.也好羡慕他们.
像此类的事是永远不会发生在我们班级的,说的难听点,大家都各怀鬼胎,暗自叫劲,唉,我怎么生在这种集体呢,大家都说大学里的能交到一辈子的朋友,但是真的很难,不知道是大家太成熟还是太幼稚,实在讲不清楚,好象提前进入了社会
前阵子班级里发生了很多事,让我觉得很惶恐,再也不敢"言论自由"了,就怕哪天被人全部抖出去,搞"批斗大会"批斗 
能够怀念,是件好事,至少经历过了......回忆我的大学生活,好象除了考试前的熬夜,睡觉,逛街就没别的了,真是苍白
明天去军训了,为我祈祷吧
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总是看到有很多人不珍惜他们所得到的，总是打心底里替他们心疼，他们怎么能这样呢？这个世界上还有很多很多的人要比他们不幸的多，他们却还那么自艾自怜，真是不知足，直到失去，他们才会发现他们失去的是那么重要的东西，但这个时候已买不来后悔药了，只能吃一堑长一智了，而事实是，我们永远都不会在失败中学到什么。
有时候像个老人一样想起自己以前的事，总觉得有些事应该是很自然就是自己的了，但现在的我却一无所有，大概是做人失败吧！
纳闷中。。。。。。郁闷中。。。。。。
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得到了就会害怕失去,如果不曾拥有,那么就不必担心会失去,更不用承受失去以后的迷茫,失落和痛苦。
现在的我，看着好象很坚强，很潇洒的样子，对什么都可以不在乎，还老是教育别人：没有什么是放不下的，也没有谁会缺谁不行，完完全全的一个自由人，多好！其实只有我自己知道，我是不敢要，怕要不起，也怕失去以后会很不习惯很痛苦，因为我从来就是一个胆小又懦弱的人，一旦拥有了，时时会担心失去它们，也怕失去以后我会崩溃，所以我不得不选择不拥有。
其实得失真的只在一念之间，更在一个小小的动作之间，想想以前，我真的失去了很多，想想都觉得心疼。所以怕了，怕到不敢再拥有，只因只有不曾拥有，就没有失去，但似乎这样失去的更多。
我是真的真的要的不多，却总是事与愿违，或许你不相信，但真的有我这样倒霉的人，就这样，在得与失之间，我徘徊着。。。。。。
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明天是母亲节，星期五的时候，在老师的号召下，给妈妈做了一张卡片，第一次做卡片，真的是很用心做的，一激动还写了很多很感性的话，不是我矫情，当时真的是这么想的，但是现在怎么看这张卡片，怎么觉得别扭，不好意思送了；但是母亲节总得有点表示吧，虽然说我们都是爱在心里的，但有时爱也需要表达出来的．
今天家里发生了一些事,在他们的争吵中似乎知道了一些事,心理觉得很窝塞,真的觉得很矛盾,觉得妈妈为我的牺牲还真的很大的,一时间真的觉得很迷茫,也很无助,真想抱着谁大哭一场,想不到我老是拖累别人,真是个鸡屁股.
这个世界上的事情真的好复杂,觉得活着真累,但是想死也是不容易的,有好多事情放不下,而且我也没有这个勇气,生活到底是怎么样的?
妈妈真的很爱我,而我却老是惹她生气,自责,检讨中......
算了,大人的事我也管不了,让他们自己解决吧.我也不想多想了,我的不开心就是因为我总是想的太多,他们想怎么样就怎么样吧.
祝最爱的妈妈节日快乐!
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Many days ago,I read an article in my friend's blog.I can't remember the whole passage,but I can retell some sentences. "When you are together with the one you like,you'll feel comfortable and happy.When you are together with the one you love,you'll feel nervous and your heart will beat faster."
Is that true?--Maybe.
Sometimes,I'm not sure whether I trust man and love.Perfect man and love were our dreams when we were little girls.Romantic love is luxury and not realistic.
We just want to find a right person and have ordinary life.
It's really very hard to find a person who love you,and you also love him.Somebody said it's happy to love and to be loved.However,it's extremely painful to love and to be loved at some time.You'd like to give everything to him,but he doesn't mean to get it.
Some people are always hurt.Aren't they good?--No. In fact,they are good.They are too good to make others be closer to them.It's their loss.They want to get together with those who can't be with them,but they never notice the people beside them.
It may be the relationship between"to love"and "to be loved".There are always many "to love"and "to be loved".I want to love and be loved with one person.I'm still looking for him.However,I'm not sure whether he will appear.
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I haven't dealed with my blog for a very long time again.
I always feel very tired and busy these days,but actually do not have a lot of things to do.What I did was just killing the time.I'm afraid that I would become a hopeless person.
Some friends of mine have several blogs.I don't know why they need so many blogs.I think a blog is a place where we can write our own feelings,or things we don't want to say.
I wrote blog not because it was very popular.I just want a place to write something.It's my own space.It may be not attractive,but it's my inner world.
These days,I found a problem.Many words,I know how to speak,but my spelling has many mistakes.I'm just an English learner.I need more practice.
It may have many spelling mistakes and gramma mistakes-even Chinglish.
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